A Filipina in Madinina (Martinique)

As I am writing this we still have one more month to enjoy here in Martinique but our internet connection is only up until today.  We prefer to stop it a month earlier than having it done at the last minute, we don't want to have more stress and any possible problems coming because as we know these companies would always want us to continue our business relationship even if at times it's completely just not possible.

It has been a very colorful one year and a couple of months and a perfect transition for me from the Philippines to France.  In a month we'll be in Brest and a lot of people are so negative about it because they say it's cold, there's no sun, we can't go to the beach etc...okay they may be right but if I focus on the negative things I'll be very sad and it won't help the situation at all.  On the positive note I'll be discovering France and perhaps some parts of Europe with Fabrice, I'll be seeing a lot of new things, tasting a lot of new foods, experiencing a completely new culture and be eight hours nearer the Philippines.  It will be a completely different world and to be honest yes I am a little afraid and worried because it means adjusting to a lot of new things again but at least now I can say I can speak French in a fairly well level.  Many people had been telling me scary things about the weather of where we will live but what can I do?  Since the beginning I knew that my husband didn't come from a tropical place and besides as one martiniquaise told us, "avec l'amour tout va" which means "with love every thing's gonna be okay".  It's a very good statement which is for sure gonna stay in our hearts and she is totally right.

I love Martinique!  Before knowing my husband I never knew where on earth is this place, never even heard of it, of course I have heard about the Caribbean but I just really didn't care knowing where in the world it is.  Then God gave me the chance not just to know where it is but to live in this "paradise".  It still amazes me how a lot of things are the same here from my own Cebu like the fruits, foods, trees and animals even if it is twenty-three hours by plane plus the airport waiting times and transfers.  It is a pretty long way from home but I never feel so far however my health had been reacting weirdly with my adjustment.  We have the same insects but my skin reaction to my insect bites here are so bad I have to take some strong medicines and live with a lot of scars which hopefully will be erased with time. 

Martinique is a very beautiful island.  I have met many people here who say they don't like being here yet they stay.  They don't like the island because while they are here they decide to just stay in their apartment and long for their own big city.  If I had the same lifestyle as these people I would perhaps have the same feeling but luckily God gave me a husband who shows me the best in whichever world we are in.  I have done a lot of beautiful trekkings in this island where the views are breathtaking!  Unfortunately I have met people who are not so nice too, like anywhere else in the world but I will never forget all the kindness that I have seen and experienced either.  When you are in a place where the only family you have is your husband and the only one he got is you then even the simplest act of kindness will be appreciated. 

In the Philippines our skin colors are so mixed as well, even in my family I already see the difference but it is in Martinique where I have met really black skinned people and see their beauty up close.  Here I have also met and talked to a lot of different people from different walks of life and different cultures.  I have seen the kindness and the brilliance of a person no matter which country he or she comes from and so as the stupidity.  I have seen vast cultural differences and even wonder how these people see me and see the Philippines in me.

In this island I experience being far from my family for the first time and started living and enjoying my married life with my husband, my new family.  I have found some new friends and met a lot of interesting people.  We have made a lot of beautiful memories here and whenever we feel cold in the the metropolis of France I hope these memories will help us feel warm every once in a while.

I will miss this island and will forever keep a very special place for it in my heart, and by the way, I have also confirmed that Martinique which former name is Madinina is really the island of flowers.  I have seen it change its color from yellow, to pink, to red, to green, to orrange, to brown and then back to yellow again....simply beautiful!  When I was a kid, I already saw this place in my imagination where the fields are green, the birds are not afraid of being shot, the animals are fat and healthy and the fruits and flowers don't stop blooming.  I am so lucky and thankful that God gave me the chance to live a dream-kind of life.

Les Papayers, Anse à l'ane, Les Trios Ilets, Martinique

Parlez-vous Français?

I'm already on my fourth month in learning French here in France.  When I was still in Cebu I started learning French at Alliance Française de Cebu (which is a very good French school and cultural center) and thankfully I did it because here they are not teaching the basic of the basics, they are teaching us conversational french directly.  For some it's more effective but not for me, had I not taken my basics in Cebu I would surely be messing out on my language lessons here. 

Learning a new language is no joke at all, thankfully I'm a Filipino and we are known to learn a new language more quickly than others.  I have always hated grammar even if I graduated BSED-English and this has been a continued frustration but now it's the grammar and the pronunciation that bugs me.  Luckily the French accent and the Cebuano accent have something in common "pinagahi ug pinabundak dili pinalumoy parehas sa Tagalog" so I'm not struggling so much with the accent. 

Sometimes it really gets to the point of being tiring and boring to go to school every working day of the week but I must really drag my ass since I have and want to speak their language.  In the beginning it was just for the papers, I go to school because it's obligatory but as time goes by I see its importance more clearly.  Now that I can speak french (un petit peu - a little bit) at least I won't be depending on my husband with even as simple as buying une baguette or un croissant.  I always see to it that everyday I make as much effort as I can because it is very frustrating to have a lot of ideas in your head that you can hardly convey because you can't speak fluently or correctly yet.

French is my fourth language since my mother tongue is Cebuano or Visayan and I can also speak Tagalog and English which are my country's official languages, so this makes me a polyglot which actually makes me smile because I never realised it until recently when my teacher told me so.  Languages are very interesting.  Everyday I hear at least six different languages in school; French, English, Russian, Spanish, Creole and Chinese.  There are a lot of Hispanophones here in Martinique and it's funny because I can understand some of their words, it really amazes me.  My favourite so far is Russian.  They sound so nice, complicated, hard yet interesting and I love the accent however learning one very difficult language is enough for now. 

In the French educational system they are given the chance to learn either Spanish, German or English when they are in high school.  I hope one day these options will be available in the Philippine educational system as well, with the exception of English of course because it's already our official language.  It can be nice if the next generations will have the basic skills in speaking either of the following; French, Spanish, German, Arabic and -why not- Chinese or Japanese since these languages are most used all over the world.  Now that we, Filipinos, can speak excellent English we already have the edge compared to our neighbouring Asian countries, how much more if we speak one of these other major languages?  I know I'm dreaming but it is, I suppose, indeed a very good idea.

For now, I can't help but feel proud about myself, in the end it's all gonna be worth it.  Now I can already engage in a conversation, of course it's not yet perfect but I feel more at ease compared to when I just arrived.  I can understand more as well but I always strive for more.  I really hope that one day I will be able to perfect my French, in God's grace.  ^^,

To those who are also learning a new language, keeping a positive attitude in learning is very important.  I did some dramas in the beginning, I cried out of frustration when my husband corrects me or when I make a careless mistake.  Every now and then I still feel frustrated but it is just a part of the process.  Sometimes it just gets a little harder and sometimes we are just not in the mood for it. 

I humbly include herewith, an example of my work in school which I wrote for my best friend.  We were asked to write to someone close to us about an unforgettable encounter that we had.  I'm gonna write it exactly like how I did on my paper and if interests you, feel free to use an on line translator (:

Chère Lorin,

J'éspere que tu vas bien.  En ce qui me concerne je vais toujours à l'ècole pour les cours de français mais parfois nous sommes aussi en vancances.  Je vais te racontrer nos vacances à Grand-Rivière.

Nous avions passé un long week-end là-bas, nous étions à l'hôtel "Chez Tante Arlette".  C'étais très sympa mais la première nuit j'étais malade et il n'y avais pas ni hôpital, ni pharmacie.  Heureusment, que Tante Arlette et sa fille Karine, les proprietaires, étaient très gentilles.  Elles m'ont donné des medicaments, je me senti mieux le lendemain matin et j'étais capable de faire une randonnée de 18km.  Je n'oublierai jamais leurs gentillesse ce la m'a beaucoup touché.  Je vais t'envoyer les photo bientôt.

Je t'embrasse...

Sheryl

MEETING ᴍʏ BROTHER ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ CARIBBEAN

Once this was just one of my wild imaginations, I never thought it could really happen.  I feel that I don't have the right words to describe the experience, it was too strong but I will do my best to convey it.  During our last vacation in the Philippines my husband first met Dodong Owen (one of my brothers) who is working in a cruise ship that travels from Europe to the Caribbean and back and my husband told me perhaps it could be possible to meet Dodong at one of his ports of call.  I giggled at the idea but it was too good to be true so I didn't really entertain the thought so much.  Then we arrived (me and my husband) in Martinique and enjoyed discovering the island together.  Every now and then my husband asked me to check my brother's schedule.  Then he promised we will really catch him once he's in the Caribbean.  We were hoping to see him in St. Lucia by November of last year but then we were disappointed because there had been some delays in the validation of my "Titre De Sejour" (permit to stay in France) so I couldn't leave Martinique at that time.  It was very sad and frustrating because from the south of Martinique we could see St. Lucia, it is that close....and yet we couldn't go there!  My husband saw my frustration and he promised we'll meet my brother another time since he is scheduled to go to some french islands (St. Martin and Guadeloupe) a few months later.

 

We had no other choice but to wait.  What's adding the frustration is that the delay wasn't even our fault.  My husband did all that he could to have the process done faster but sometimes things are just so impossible in this island. 

 

Then came December and we've finally decided to meet Dodong in St Martin.  My husband had been scouting for the best vacation deals, air tickets and hotels that he could find.  One day he got home a little soaked with rain yet with a beautiful smile then he gave me the receipt of the hotel reservation and plane tickets to St Martin.  I was jaw-dropped surprised!  I was so happy and excited for it yet I have to wait for a little over a month.  Thankfully the Christmas holiday changed my mind :)

 

By the 18th of January (Friday) we headed for St. Martin.  We thought it would be a direct flight but we had a stop over in Pointe-à-Pitre, Guadeloupe.  The flights went well.  We arrived in St Martin at past five in the afternoon, it was already dusky yet it was still enough to appreciate what we could see when we landed.  A car from the hotel was waiting for us and the driver was very kind.  He explained to us some things about the island. 

 

This small island is divided in two parts, the French side and the Dutch side.  We arrived and stayed at the French side until Sunday morning.  We stayed at the Mercure Hotel, it was very nice...so huge and the staffs were polite and very professional.  Our room was very huge, inclusive of breakfast, with balcony, a view of the beach, very calm and the price was very interesting.  We then maximised our stay!

 

The next day (Sunday) we woke up so early, had our breakfast and left the hotel to go to the Dutch side (St Petersburg) where we will be meeting Dodong.  I couldn't contain my excitement!  The island is filled with hills and when we were on the last hill looking over St Petersburg our driver told us that the two gigantic ships we could see from afar were the cruise ships, one of them must be AZURA (Dodong's ship)....Oh my God!  I was jumping in the car!  I was like a little girl who is soon to receive her first Christmas present :)

 

There was a little confusion with our meeting place as there were two possible gates where Dodong could possibly arrive so I left my husband at one gate and I went running to the other one.  After some minutes of walking and running I saw a man who I was so sure and later have confirmed to be a Filipino.  After speaking for a few minutes he confirmed that he knows my brother.  My cellphone got busted so I had to leave him a message in case he sees my brother.  Then I continued to walk half-running with lots of blisters on my feet and I saw a group of Filipinos who recognised me right away as the sister of their colleague and they pointed me his direction.  I was so overwhelmed that when I saw my brother I jumped at him and grabbed him sooooo tight while crying some tears of joy.  We were both laughing and crying at the same time.  We walked back to get my husband then back again to visit MS AZURA (one of today's biggest ships in the world). 

 

Inside the ship was another world.  Everything was beautiful.  We were so mesmerised!  There were a lot of restaurants, bars, swimming pools, Jacuzzis, a casino, a huge theatre and God knows what else.  We couldn't possibly visit the whole ship with our very limited time.  I was so happy to see where my brother was working and staying at the same time.  His cabin is small but very nice, he has only one room mate and the space is just enough.

 

After visiting the ship we went out and had lunch at the Hard Rock café.  It was so perfect though time went by so fast.  My brother surprised me with a souvenir t-shirt from the Hard Rock café, it brought me to tears...i was soooo touched.  Ah! we also bought some gifts for the family since Dodong will be going home at the end of February.  My husband had a crystal skull bottle of Vodka, he's not crazy of Vodkas but he likes the bottle so much.

 

Another interesting thing about St Martin is their prices of things because it's tax free.  It is a perfect shopping destination.

 

We went walking for a few minutes after eating and we saw a lot of shops of everything, from simple souvenirs to electronics and expensive jewelries.  In the end it was not easy because we wanted to stay longer yet we were so far from our airport and we didn't want to miss our flight.  It was bitter-sweet but it was perfect!  Yes I cried so much again when we left because I hate goodbyes and I brought my husband to tears too by seeing me crying.  Dodong did his best to be strong, I was afraid he broke down in the arms of a complete stranger when we were out of site!  LOL...

 

It was a very unforgettable gift from my husband!  The happiness that we all felt when we were all together was priceless and every single day of my life my heart will always be filled with gratefulness.

 

Now we're thinking where to catch him next?hmmm....we'll see :)