Not so long ago I kept on writing blog posts about loneliness, distress, being lost, hopelessness and all other sorts of "sad emotions". All those times I've been surrounded by my super loving and caring family and "very few" good and true friends. Had it not been because of their support I don't think I'd be better and of course my faith too. Though I know that my faith had been shaken really bad few years back, luckily it still saved me. This faith won't be back without the help of so many good people I have and I've met in my life and without a little touch of "miracle", silly as it may sound to many people but it's true. Years of experience and not stopping to analyze how "my life works" do help too.
Now, yes I'm happy and I'm treasuring every moment of it. We can't really tell what happens in the future and I always pray for strength to face whatever that would be. Having said that, I can say that sometimes I do worry about certain things but what does worrying do? Nothing really. Life is and will never be perfect and I'm not wishing it to be perfect either. All I want is more strength everyday to be able to face the trials that are yet to come.
For now I am very thankful to all of my loved ones, my family: Mama Shirley, Papa Edwin, to all my siblings, to Lorin with Fabby, to my Fabrice and to all my other friends who never got tired of listening to my woes. I thank you all for the support, love and care you give me everyday. I could not ask for more!!! I hope and pray that no matter what happens in the future, no matter how many trials we have to face we will still be together.
To all my friends who are NOT happy or who felt lost or who are afraid of the "unknown" just hang on...and have faith...we all have our stories to tell, we all have our share of life's misfortunes and life's nature of being "unfair". I'm not in my "death-bed" for me to sound like I've already known the whole story of my life. I know there's a LOT to come, I just pray that I'd still be whole in the end. Important thing is that I'm happy NOW and I'm appreciating every second of it but I am not forgetting the fact that I was once very unhappy and I thought it was impossible to be this happy again.
C'est la vie!!!
